Bear wrapped his arms around BEN's shoulders, hugging him tightly. "BEN.." He frowned, nuzzling into the smaller male gently. "I love you, please don't do this.." He whispered, closing his eyes tightly as his hands turned into fists, gripping BEN's shirt.
BEN swallowed hard, not returning the hug but instead pushing him off gently. “Bear…..” He sighed as his gaze locked on to a spot on the ground. “I’m not ready for contact yet…” The Cyberghost told the Hell Hound, tears filling his eyes. “I know you love me, b-but…… I just- I can’t….”
He looked down, pursing his lips. Bear moved his hand, shakily, to BEN’s chin, making him look up. “…I’m still in love with you. I never stopped.” He swallowed down a lump, hazel eyes scanning BEN’s face. “I still have the ring…and, you’re carrying my baby.” Bear got down on his knees, pressing his ear to BEN’s stomach, tears leaking from his eyes. “I can still hear…his…heartbeat.”
BEN swatted his hand away and muttered something under his breath. “Yeah well…. I don’t know man. Just….. Please don’t touch me.” He said as he pinched the ridge of his nose, letting out a glitchy sigh. “My ring is in the bedroom and yes, I know, the child. I just……Erm.”
“Why do you hate me so much? The last couple of days you’ve seemed like you wanted me to just…die. I understand I’m not the best boyfriend ever, but I’m sorry. You don’t know how much you mean to me, and I know I say this all the time, but, I mean it. I mean it with all my heart, BEN.” He backed away, letting him go. “Ok, I won’t touch you. But, I just want things to be bavk the way they were. You know kissi people isn’t the way to solve anything, right? I mean, we never officially broke up and you’re basically cheating on me. If you don’t think that hurts; you’re crazy. I didn’t cheat on you, though. It’s not even me.” He frowned, a tear falling down his cheek. “I love you, but once again, you don’t love me. And don’t say you never said, because you did.”
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